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  • Tiger Cubs …

    Because who doesn’t love a dose of tiger cub cuteness?

    Berani 

     Arya

     Batani, Cinta, Arya

    Visit my flickr album to see more of Mek’s adorable tiger cubs.

  • My Summer of Writing

    Sometimes I find it very therapeutic to reflect and look back at what I have done. Enjoying the memories and taking pride in what I have accomplished. Other times, I just find it down right necessary to look back. This would be one of those times.

    Last summer we took a wonderful road trip. We called it our Zoo Road Trip and I documented our adventure on Instagram and Twitter. I started to write about it here, but never quite got around to finishing. Work and school became my priorities and then it was time for the holidays. Before I knew it, six months had gone by and I figured it was in the past. No need to go back now, right? Wrong!

    This summer there are no road trips planned. No vacations that will last more than two days and absolutely nothing holding me back from spending my summer vacation doing what I love.

    Writing and photography … a perfect blending of creativity if you ask me.

    This summer I will start a journey of reflection and ultimately completion.

    Who cares if I am sharing stories about a trip we took last year. The California Redwoods are still standing last time I checked and maybe my story will inspire another family to embark on a journey to the Avenue of the Giants.

    You see, most stories have no statute of limitations.

    It does not matter how old a story is; as long as sharing the story will enrich and possibly educate others, then the story is worth telling.

    People say that every picture has a story to tell. Perhaps some of my pictures could use a few words to enhance those stories. Or maybe those pictures I took of a wild dove, resting in the tree branches outside my window, will bring happiness to someone else like they did me that warm spring afternoon.

    Whether I am writing about our Zoo Road Trip from 2013 or sharing photographs with a few words of wisdom, my goal this summer is to write.

    To get back into my writing groove and perhaps even take some of those post-it notes I have laying around with ideas scribbled on them and turn those ideas into something worth sharing. Stick around, I think you will like what I have to share with you during my Summer of Writing.

  • Birthday Reflections of a Forty-Something Mom

    As I sit here staring at the blank screen, I am torn between writing what I really feel or just sugar-coating the truth so it sounds better. Too much information is not good, but pretending that everything is roses and rainbows would just be a flat out lie.

    Maybe I should just walk the fine line down the middle of the road.

    Forty-something. What does that really mean? Is it a number we throw out there because we don’t want people to know our real age or is it a frame of mind? Something that says, “Listen world, I’m not young and I’m not old. I’ve got lots of things to learn still and I’m old enough to admit my mistakes”. Yeah, that sounds good to me.

    This last year has been a bit of a whirlwind for me. Things got super chaotic for a while and I wasn’t sure if I would ever see the light at the end of the tunnel. I quit smoking in December 2012, so nicotine couldn’t get me through it this time.

    I felt like the hamster running in the wheel, going faster and faster, yet never getting anywhere. Constantly on the go and wondering when I would get someplace. When would I get where I wanted to be in life? When will it be my turn?

    Wait, do I even know where I want to be?

    As a single mom, my day starts at 6 am and ends around 11 pm or midnight. Later if I choose to actually do something like watch a movie or read a magazine article.

    I’m tired. I loathe doing dishes two and three times a day. I want someone else to do the laundry and the grocery shopping for me. My house is not perfect, nor will it ever be.

    As soon as one chore is done, there is another one waiting for me. Don’t get me wrong, I love being a mom … a full-time working mom with a son who I adore beyond words. He makes me proud and reminds me that if I put my mind to something, I can and will do it. Like the title of this blog says, Life with Dylan inspires me. This child, this little mini-me, inspires me to be the bigger person. He reminds me why life is worth living to the fullest.

    Stop.

    Stop what you are thinking. I am not whining or complaining. I am simply being honest. Like I said, life is not always roses and rainbows; however, we seldom say these truths out loud for fear of being criticized. We have been taught to only share happy things on social media. Never the bad.

    I think people need to start walking the line a little more. Add some of the bad with the good – then maybe those of us running on the hamster wheel won’t feel so alone. Sometimes we need to turn things around. Stop being the pessimist and start being the optimist. For example, how often do we say, “Hooray for Monday!” … not too often. However, we always say TGIF! My friend Marcy got me hooked on #MIHM (Make It Happen Monday) and it helps me feel like I might actually get someplace. Even if it’s just getting some things checked off my to-do list, or getting that batch of photos edited. You should try it next week.

    As I reflect on what is the last day of my 43rd year, I am reminded that I may not have it all together. I may not have the perfect life (who does?) and I probably made a few more mistakes then I wanted to. However, this is my life and looking back over the years, I have been blessed with so many good things. The mistakes I made this year have only made me a stronger person. I learned to stand up for myself and my beliefs; although not everyone agreed with my choices, they were just that, MY choices.

    So what does next year have in store for me? Who knows.

    What I do know, is that I am ready for it. Bring it on 44!

  • A Boy and His Hippo

    I haven’t shared any Throwback Thursday pictures here in a long time – mainly because they are more of an Instagram thing. However, I thought this one was from today was particularly cute. Creating this picture took me on a little walk down memory lane and made me smile.

    Dylan was 2 years old on his first visit to the San Diego Zoo. He couldn’t climb up and had to be lifted to sit on the hippo. He may be turning 11 next month, but he will never be too old to take a picture with his friend.

    A boy and his hippo. A friendship that began 9 years ago at the San Diego Zoo.

    Have you taken pictures with this famous bronze hippo?
    It’s a must for Dylan every time we visit.

  • Exploring Tiger Trail and Becoming One with the Tigers

    Tigers are breathtaking, captivating, elusive, powerful, and mysterious. They have taken over my world and I could not be happier!

    Twelve days ago I saw Tiger Trail for the first time when my son and I attended a special donor preview event on May 22. I wasn’t sure what to expect, but I did know that we would see tigers like never before.

    The anticipation mounted as we walked along the pathway lined with wooden posts. We had been down this path so many times over the past two years, but this time it was different. No longer did the path end with a barricade. Now the path opened up to a beautiful plaza giving way to the entrance of the Tull Family Tiger Trail. After finding Dylan’s name on the donor plaque, we began walking down the bamboo lined path toward the Indonesian tiger statue. I could feel myself leaving one world and entering another.

    I was in Indonesia; surrounded by lush, green foliage and the soothing sound of a waterfall in the distance. Along the path were beautifully hand-carved wooden benches.


    Each one unique and a piece of art. These benches call to you, inviting you to sit and take in everything around you.

    Then, as I turned the corner, I saw him. Standing there only a few feet away from me and looking into my eyes was Teddy. I was mesmerized by his beauty.

    Teddy

    Teddy is a 10-year-old male Sumatran tiger and he loves to pose for the camera. As you can see, Teddy is quite handsome.

    Across the way I saw another tiger. One I have not seen since he was a small cub, only a few months old. It was Conrad and he stole my heart with his captivating eyes.

    Conrad

    Everywhere I looked took my breath away. The San Diego Zoo Safari Park did an amazing job designing this new Sumatran tiger habitat – not a single detail was left out. From the moment you walk through the arched branches you feel an overwhelming sense of calm and serenity.

    The message of tiger conservation is apparent throughout the exhibit. Whether it be a sign explaining how tigers care for their young or the Pondok where you can learn about poaching and illegal trade of animal products, it is clear that San Diego Zoo Global is serious about creating awareness and bringing these endangered species back from the brink of extinction.

    This new 5.2 acre Sumatran tiger habitat is home to six tigers. Delta just celebrated her 16th birthday and is the grand dame of Tiger Trail. She is the mother of the four young tigers (3-year-old sisters, Joanne and Majel and 2-year-old brothers, Conrad and Thomas) who were all fathered by the dearly departed Utan. Teddy is the new comer and we have high hopes that he will breed with one of the females to start a legacy of his own.

    Dylan and I have been following the construction of Tiger Trail since they broke ground and I am honored to have my son’s name listed as one of the many donors who helped make this new tiger habitat possible. Seeing something so beautiful left me speechless. I was (and still am) in complete awe of the new Tull Family Tiger Trail. I have been back three times already and still have a difficult time putting it into words. Aside from wanting to visit every chance I get, I have been inspired to do more for these magnificent animals.

    Fewer than 350 Sumatran tigers remain in the wild and this number continues to drop. There are currently 270 Sumatran tigers in captivity as part of the Species Survival Plan (SSP). Scientist estimate that these tigers could be extinct in their native Sumatra by 2020 unless we take action now to protect and preserve the Sumatran tiger. That is only six years from now. Humans have driven the Sumatran tiger to the brink of extinction and now humans must be the ones to save them. The Tull Family Tiger Trail is a huge step in the right direction to help save the Sumatran tiger.

    Delta

    Seeing a tiger walk up to you at eye level and hearing a tiger vocalize to another tiger is something I believe everyone should experience. If you have not been to see the new Tiger Trail, I urge you to visit the San Diego Zoo Safari Park soon. You will not leave as the same person you were when you arrived. Tiger Trail has a way of changing your mindset.

    You will become one with the tiger.
    You will live life, like a tiger.

    Tiger Trail is breathtaking, captivating, elusive, powerful, and mysterious.

    Just like a tiger.

    See more photos of the tigers and of Tiger Trail on my Flickr page.

    To learn more about the Sumatran tiger you can visit the Tiger Trail website.

  • How Today’s Children Are Making a Difference for Tomorrow

    I have often heard it said that we are preserving the world for future generations. That what we do today, will in fact, have an impact on our children and grandchildren. 
    Sounds good, right? 
    Well, I’m not so sure anymore.

    Are we really doing the changing or is it our children?

    Who is preserving the world for who?

    I read about it almost every day now. I see more and more stories of children making a difference; children doing something that makes me want to do more. Just the other day I read about Landon Clark, a 10-year-old boy in Oregon, who collected change in his coin jar to help save the orangutans. Landon raised $164.07 for the Oregon Zoo Foundation; but more importantly, he created awareness about the palm oil crisis in his community. This is a child teaching other children and adults about making a difference.

    Children in Nepal are working with the Red Panda Network to help save the endangered red panda. A group of sixth grade students know that red pandas live in the jungle near their village, yet many of the children have never seen one. Again, a story of school children making a difference for conservation and fighting to end extinction.

    The dictionary defines the word environmentalist as “any person who advocates or works to protect the air, water, animals, plants, and other natural resources from pollution or its effects”  – What I see today are young environmentalists. What our parents may have called hippies or tree-huggers 40 years ago, are today, what we call wildlife heroes.

    Could today’s children be the new generation of “hippies”? Making a stand for the earth to come before big business, a stand for what they believe is important? If so, who are their teachers?

    I do not consider my parents environmentalists and I do not remember talking about endangered species or climate change at the dinner table. However, these are the exact topics that my son and I talk about every day. Am I part of the generation gap?

    Could my generation be the teachers? If so, who taught us? Was it the uncle who everyone called the hippie because he went to Berkeley and had long hair? Was it the friend who loved nature and photography? Or was it just me who loved the ocean and grew up wanting to save the dolphins?

    Is this a cycle that repeats itself every other generation? Like a wheel that keeps turning, only to get stronger and faster with time.

    I know that I influence my son and his passion for wildlife. I support his choices and encourage him to keep making a difference in the world. He is only 11, but just like the other children his actions are creating awareness and making a difference. These children are preserving the world for us just as much as they are preserving it for future generations.

    Our children might just be the ones having the impact on us. What do you think?

    We do not inherit the Earth from our Ancestors; we borrow it from our Children.

  • Checking Things Off the Bucket List, Tiger Style

    Now that Tiger Trail is open we can cross one more thing off the Family Bucket List …

    Item #36 is now half way complete. Way to go Dylan!

  • Looking Back at Our Journey to Tiger Trail

    It seems like just yesterday Dylan was making a birthday wish, a wish that seemed almost impossible for a 9-year-old-boy, a wish that would forever change his world.

    However, it was not yesterday, it was two years ago. A wish that has taken two years to become a reality.

    A wish to help save the tigers.

    The kindness of a stranger brought a beautiful tiger painting into our home – Recognition from the White House gave Dylan another sense of pride for his conservation work – Getting to go behind the scenes and meet Danai, Connor, and Christopher was the icing on the cake. Now, we are ready for the final stop of our journey.

    About a year ago the signs started going up and the paths to the see the tigers began closing. As much as we loved seeing Joanne and Majel, seeing these signs meant we were that much closer to the new Tiger Trail opening.

    I never thought Dylan would be so happy to not see the tigers, but the day that we walked up to this he proved me wrong.

    Now, instead of seeing the tigers we got to see his birthday wish come true. Right before our eyes, visit after visit to the San Diego Zoo Safari Park, we watched the construction of Tiger Trail.

    From the early groundbreaking with just a few bulldozers …

    To the sight of something more …

    This was no small task. Everyone had a job to do and each visit brought us closer to seeing Tiger Trail. A 5.2 acre habitat for the six Sumatran tigers who call the Safari Park home.

    Could this possibly be the new tiger bedrooms?

     In January 2014, we finally got to see a glimpse of the longhouse. This was really happening.

    I am so happy that I took these pictures over the past year and a half. Looking back at our journey, seeing where it all started, and knowing that so many people helped to make Dylan’s birthday wish for the tigers come true with their donations in his name brings such joy to my heart.

    Knowing that Dylan will have his name on a plaque at the exhibit, as one of the many people who helped raise the $19.5 million it took to create Tiger Trail, gives me a sense of pride that I can’t even begin to put into words. As strong advocates for tiger conservation, Dylan and I are honored to be attending a special celebration on Thursday, May 22 before Tiger Trail officially opens to the public.

    We have been counting down the days – the excitement is getting harder to contain – a birthday present two years in the making is now less than 48 hours away.

    You can read more about Dylan’s Tiger Trail journey by visiting our Wish for the Tigers page.

    The official opening of the Tull Family Tiger Trail is Saturday, May 24, 2014

  • 10 Reasons for Hope for the Future of Wildlife

    Two years ago Dylan and I joined the fight to end extinction. Even though it can feel like an uphill battle most of the time, we keep holding out for a small victory. A glimmer of hope. A success story. The birth of an endangered species or the reintroduction of a species into the wild.  Something to let us know that we are making progress.

    “Today we are facing an extinction crisis, with species disappearing every day,” said Douglas Myers, chief executive officer and president for San Diego Zoo Global. “To combat this crisis we needed an audacious mission that focuses our efforts toward creating successful outcomes, even if we have to do it by saving one species at a time.”

    San Diego Zoo Global has more than 132 conservation projects in 62 countries around the world and has reintroduced more than 43 species back into the wild during its almost 100-year history. This is progress! Working together, we can create awareness and make a difference.

    In honor of Endangered Species Day, which was last Friday, May 16, San Diego Zoo Global released a list of success stories in the conservation of endangered species. Bringing species back from the brink of extinction is the goal and in my opinion, nobody does it better than San Diego Zoo Global.

    The Ten Reasons for Hope are listed as follows:

    1) Mountain yellow-legged frog recovered after wildfires. In 2002, fewer than 200 mountain yellow-legged frogs were left in the streams of Southern California’s mountains. Four years later, a group of tadpoles was rescued from fire-damaged habitat and brought to the San Diego Zoo Institute for Conservation Research. A team from San Diego Zoo Global, the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service and the U.S. Geological Survey, U.S. Forest Service and California Department of Fish and Wildlife worked together to reintroduce and reestablish a wild population in the San Jacinto Mountains. Reintroduced males are now beginning to show signs of breeding behavior and scientists hope to see wild-hatched frogs in this area for the first time in 20 years.

    Mountain yellow-legged frog

    2) Giant pandas less rare than before. Not long ago, the future for the giant panda looked grim. Today, the captive population of pandas has reached the milestone of 300 bears, the minimum necessary to sustain 97 percent of the genetic diversity for the next 100 years. With wild populations stabilizing and even increasing, the giant panda may now be close to having its status changed from endangered to threatened.

    Gao Gao

    3) Tecate cypress preserved for the future. San Diego Zoo Global partnered with The Nature Conservancy, the Bureau of Land Management, and the California Department of Fish and Wildlife to preserve the Tecate cypress, a conifer found in Southern California and parts of Baja California, Mexico. Numbers of this noble tree have declined rapidly in the past decade. Plant ecologists collected seeds from one of the last remaining cypress stands in California and established a nursery to produce seedlings. Some of the seeds were frozen and placed in the Native Plant Gene Bank at the San Diego Zoo Safari Park, protecting the species from loss by wildfires in the future.

    4) Tasmanian devil population protected from devastating disease. A deadly and contagious cancer called devil tumor facial disease has been wiping out entire populations of Tasmanian devils in the wild. Working with the Save the Tasmanian Devil Program, San Diego Zoo Global experts are helping to monitor healthy populations isolated from the disease so that the species can be recovered.

    5) Wild-hatched condors now in Baja California, Mexico. Overall, the California Condor Recovery Porgram now produces 12 to 15 chicks produced annually in the wild. Combined with birds raised in managed care, over 50 condors join the species count each year. In Baja California, Mexico, where San Diego Zoo Global is leading the recovery effort, the first released condors have become parents, with two chicks successfully fledged last year. As more wild condors transfer to natural foods and lead poisoning becomes better controlled, a full recovery of this iconic species could be achieved over the next decade.

    California condor

    6) Baby pocket mice born. In an emergency rescue effort, 22 Pacific pocket mice founders were brought to the Safari Park in the summer of 2012. Housed and monitored at an off-exhibit area, this endangered species, an important seed disperser in its habitat, bred for the first time in 2013 and produced 16 offspring, which are now part of this year’s breeding efforts. Eventually, these young mice will be released into coastal habitat to bolster the remaining wild population.

    7) Island iguana population booms. Twenty years ago, Anegada iguanas were declining and in serious danger of extinction due to the heavy predation of juvenile iguanas by feral cats. Scientists from the San Diego Zoo Institute for Conservation Research partnered with the Fort Worth Zoo and the British Virgin Islands National Parks Trust in 1997 to begin raising hatchlings on Anegada Island until the juveniles were large enough to survive in the wild. To date, 179 “headstarted” iguanas have been released on Anegada Island, nearly doubling the size of the wild population.

    Critically endangered Anegada Ground Iguana

    8) Gorillas protected in the wild. Ebo gorillas were identified in 2002 by San Diego Zoo Global researchers in Cameroon’s Ebo forest. Numbering less than 25 animals, the gorillas are isolated from the 2 currently recognized western gorilla subspecies and may represent a unique form of gorilla. In 2012, the San Diego Zoo’s Central Africa Program established the Clubs des Amis des Gorilles (Gorilla Guardian Clubs) in two villages located less than two miles from the gorillas’ habitat. The groups actively work to monitor and protect the rare population.

    9) First captive breeding of mangrove finch. The mangrove finch is the most threatened bird in the Galápagos Islands. Threats to the remaining 60 to 80 birds include introduced rats, cats, and disease, with the grimmest hazard being botfly larvae, which infest nests, overtaking and eventually killing chicks. San Diego Zoo Global is partnering with the Charles Darwin Foundation and the Galápagos National Park to employ hands-on techniques to nurture eggs and then chicks until they are large enough to avoid botfly infestations. To date, 15 chicks have been raised and transferred back to a release aviary within the mangrove forest on Isabela Island.

    10) Rare Hawaiian bird ready for reintroduction. In 1994, the alala (or Hawaiian crow) population dipped to just 20 birds and the species is extinct in the wild. San Diego Zoo Global’s Hawaii Endangered Bird Conservation Program has been working with the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service and the Hawaii Division of Forestry and Wildlife to turn the tide for this last corvid in the Hawaiian Islands. Thanks to the successful breeding program at our Keauhou and Maui Bird Conservation Centers, the alala population has now increased to 108 birds. There is now the possibility of releasing alala back into the wild in coming years.

    The next time I read about a rhino poaching or a habitat that is being destroyed, I will remind myself of these successes. No matter how hard the fight, the important thing is to keep fighting; because eventually there will be another reason for hope.

    Baby Black Rhino
    Two-year-old Black Rhino, Erik – 2012
  • Learning To Take The High Road

    Two weeks ago, my perfect world as I knew it came to a screeching halt. Someone had thrown a stick in the gears that kept my world spinning and I was dumbfounded. Never in my wildest dreams did I think that I could be so disappointed in a choice made by an organization that I believe so strongly in. The utter shock and disappointment was overwhelming. I didn’t know how to comprehend what I heard, nor did I know how to react.

    The news went against everything I believe in, both morally and ethically. I think the worst part was that I had seen it coming. I had been tossing thoughts back and forth about some affiliations I had and trying to decide which road to take. Should I take the high road or the low road?


    I have worked too hard to get where I am. I did the groundwork. I followed protocol. I put in my time and paid my dues. I take pride in the fact that I earned what I have.


    After a few days the anger turned to hurt and I had to remove myself from a particular group affiliation. I didn’t want to be a part of something that went against my ethics.

    As my world remained still, I began to look around me. Who were these people? Am I surrounding myself with people that I admire or people that go against what I believe in? I began to see social media in a whole new light. I started seeing people for who they really were and I didn’t like some of the things I saw. I took a break from Facebook and Twitter.


    My goal in life is to make a difference – to make the world a better place for those that come after me. Not to be the best or to be the first to share something. It’s not a competition people, at least not in my world.


    After a few tears (ok a lot of tears), frustration and some pep talks from friends, I was finally able to pull that stick out of the gears and get my world spinning again. My world spins a little slower now and in a slightly different direction, but I like it this way. I realized that I don’t need affiliations to make what I do special.


    My son and I are making a difference by giving our time, making small monthly donations, and creating awareness through this website. Our world is filled with passion, commitment and the drive to do more.






    If you want the satisfaction and the glory, then do the work. Take the steps to earn what you have. Taking the high road isn’t always the easiest way, but it sure does feel good when you do.

    Next stop on our journey … Tiger Trail.